letting go of the box.

It's been a while since I've blogged.

almost a year, to be exact.

But it's been good and necessary. I took time (& still taking time) to process all of the things. (Trust me, the things in my heart did not need to be processed on anybody's blog! Lol!)

The one thing that I do know is that the Holy Spirit is shattering/has shattered this box that I've put God & myself into.

I've always hated the fact that I seemed to be someone who was always processing something within her heart, but "the process" will forever be happening in my life. It will forever be happening in all of our lives, and it doesn't always have to look a certain way. If it's one thing that I've recently learned, it's this: God can use the most unconventional measures to show you His hand in anything.

He invites us into unconventional measures. "For the foolishness of God is wiser than men, and the weakness of God is stronger than men. But God chose what is foolish in the world to shame the wise; God chose what is weak in the world to shame the strong; God chose what is low and despised in the world, even things that are not, to bring to nothing things that are, so no human being might boast in the presence of God. So that, as it is written, "Let the one who boasts, boast in the Lord," (1 Corinthians 1: 25,27-29,31)

So, during this time away, the box that I've grown accustomed to has gotten too small for the gifts and talents on the inside of me. It's gotten too small for my voice.

I don't know what all is going on, but I do know this: I'm only 27 and I don't have to know it all.

I don't have to be in control. I don't have to fear.

I don't have to have an inkling as to where He has me, or where He's taking me.

I don't even HAVE to have a promise.

So, this is me,

& this is a bit of a re-intro back into blogging.